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Monday, January 01, 2007,12:46 pm

NEW YEAR'S EVE .

well . things are better now .
feeling better about it le (:
seriously the first time i got myself to propped up .
and i dont even know why .
well .. for the record.
i havent opened it yet . *sighs.
cant bring myself to .
my mum opened it though . she was very excited about it .
then we screamed at each other . and i forced her to wrap it back up again . haha .
one thing i can say .
i cant predict the future .
i dont know what the days ahead will bring .
but i DO know .
if you just keep talking about it . asking about it . but not doing anything about it .
life wont take the initiative and do it for you .

hm . stayed at home today . AGAIN .
eeeeesh .
wanted to go out bag hunting with julia today .
mum allowed at first .
then she suddenly dont allow .
it gets a little frustrating actually .
they allow you to make your plans, the happy and excited look on your face .
and then . JUST when it was about to happen .
they simply utter NO . and the whole thing crashes down -_-"
haha . ohkay . maybe a little too dramatic =x
but .. thats how i felt .
like they found joy in .. diaos ~ i cant find the right word .
hm . basically i think they like to cut off my plans last minute ?
is there such a word as puvvle ? =x lols .

so .. i cant remember what i did today actually =\
diaooo .
OH MY GOSH .
i seriously cant remember =\
that was fast .
effing stm =x

hm . afiqah's gonee to malaysia .
on new year's eve of all times .
well . hope she enjoys whats left of the holidays :D

jiamin's coming back today too. i think =/
diaoo . EFFING STM .
hope she enjoyed herr china trip too . haha :D

just went to read julia's blog .
thought about the stuff that has happened this year .
had to ask myself .
am i ready to return and face them again next year ?
have to pray to strength .
strength to turn a deaf ear to their comments.
well , maybe i wont be ready .
and maybe there's nothing i can do to stop them .
but , i have so much to be thankful for in my life .
why should i let them bring me down ?
i WONT .
i have nothing against them actually. i even treat them as friends .
but , i guess you can never make the whole world happy (:

diaoo . com just turned superr laggy =x
hm . about my resolutions ?
i'll think about it when midnight is nearing (:
lalalas ~

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